You know, for the
past few days I have been trying and trying to figure out what I want to do for
this blog post. I had a couple of different approaches too. Do I write about
how many scholarships I did or didn’t do? Do I write about where I went to
prepare? Do I write about what homework I did?
I finally settled
for this approach. What did I do over this short one-week break to prepare for
college? Well, I gave myself a break. Sure, I tried one or two scholarships and
I went to some UNR Fall Preview thing, but I really didn’t even feel like doing
those. School has been rough for me these past few weeks, and this quarter. I
don’t feel like I am ready to tackle being a real adult, with a job and college
and everything else that goes with it. If it was up to me, I would be a high
school student forever…
But that really can’t
be the case. By the end of the week before we went off, I was so overwhelmed
that I nearly gave up everything in frustration. The break we had? It soothed
my nerves. It settled my anxiety. It made me calm enough to focus on what I
needed, and what my responsibilities were.
So a lot of other
kids may say “Oh yeah I like totally signed up for like fifty scholarships and
sent out like a hundred scholarships! [sic]” but I sat back, watched a little
television and chilled out in my PJs for half a week. I went to Sacramento and got some
materials for a couple projects I had been meaning to work on. I read a couple
books and dived into the depths of my imagination. I did exactly what the break
was intended for.
Took a break.
So now it’s time
to push through until Winter Break. The extended three weeks is going to be
really nice, and I have a trip to Pasadena
that I am really looking forward to. But I gotta focus on my school work and
other related responsibilities first.
Hobey ho.
Hobey ho.
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